I dont think i am ok to be honest, i feel a blackness around me and just cant seem to stop thinking about him and how much i miss him. I keep thinking that i can see and hear him which dosent help. I can stop crying but i suppose its only been since saturday. My husband is doing and everyone around me is getting on with things and all seem fine.....why cant i?? So good to hear that your thinking of another pup, we still have Angus and are moving over to the States next year so i think that we would have to wait till we have moved before i got another Bullmastiff. It really helps getting the support from here and knowing that others out there are thinking of you and understand you - thank you.
