Daisy's Mom

After being diagnosed with Lympho Sarcoma and Cutaneous, and consulting with a canine oncologist, my course of treatment decision was CCNU Chemo. I was afraid, even though everyone told me they tolerate it well. I was so happy she did. She was a bit tired the next day, but within a week I saw results. If she did get sick after the first treatment I decided I would not do a second. Although it was working and it wasn't just my imagination other setbacks complicated things and I had to make a decision, because I also said I would not let her suffer for my sake. The hardest decision, however, it wasn't about me, it was about her and the pain she may have been in. She never cried or whimpered, just always wanted to know where I was and what I was doing despite how bad she felt. I did all I could for her but in the end I am so heartbroken and don't know what to do with myself now. She was my life and I give thanks for every moment I had with her...