josie

Two days ago I called my husband home from work as Wisp was having a bad day. She seemed low and wouldn't eat her cheese that has the steroids in it. She was happier when her dad came home. Yesterday she seemed much better. We called the vet though and he really thinks it's time. She has lost control of her bladder and he said that's a sign that the lymphoma is in her organs. We devastatingly made an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I have been crying rivers. Today she is not good. For the first time during this horrible disease she does not want to eat. Really hard to take. We are having a get together tonight with all of her favorite people.
This is the hardest thing I have ever faced in my life. But if not tomorrow- when? A few days later? Or see her get really bad? Our vet believes in not waiting until it is so bad. I know TJ we are in the same place. Good days and bad days, and then THE DAY. Right now she really isn't happy and we can't stand to see it.
Thank god for this site and all of you. And thank god I had Wisp in my life for 11 years...