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mybestfriend · 06-09-2009, 08:22 PM

Today I really am missing my Dasha more than usual. I keep looking at Bailey and Angel playing and keep thinking she should be here. Dasha would have loved Angel. Even though Dasha was almost 10 years old it just doesn't seem fair that cancer took her away from me. Today was very hard on me, almost as bad as the day I said good bye. I wish I could have done more for her and caught it sooner. I catch myself checking Bailey more for any thing out of the normal. I guess when you go thru this ordeal, you do just about anything you can to avoid it again. The sad part is in reality, you have no control over it. The pain and hurt just hits all of a sudden. Does it really get better? It seems like it always will hurt like it is now. I just think that I will never really get over losing her. I have lost pets before but Dasha was so special and we had a very special relationship.

06-09-2009, 08:22 PM	#1 (permalink)
mybestfriend Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: Niagara Falls, NY Posts: 189	Missing my Dasha Today I really am missing my Dasha more than usual. I keep looking at Bailey and Angel playing and keep thinking she should be here. Dasha would have loved Angel. Even though Dasha was almost 10 years old it just doesn't seem fair that cancer took her away from me. Today was very hard on me, almost as bad as the day I said good bye. I wish I could have done more for her and caught it sooner. I catch myself checking Bailey more for any thing out of the normal. I guess when you go thru this ordeal, you do just about anything you can to avoid it again. The sad part is in reality, you have no control over it. The pain and hurt just hits all of a sudden. Does it really get better? It seems like it always will hurt like it is now. I just think that I will never really get over losing her. I have lost pets before but Dasha was so special and we had a very special relationship. __________________ Rene, Bailey,Angel, Dolce and Jim Remembering "Daddy's girl Dasha"